On 5th June, an intervention tutorial was held, partially triggered by James’ commentary of “she’s unsure of what she’s doing, it’s not clear”. I find that quite disturbing and will add it to my PTES feedback for the course, because now it looks like I was lying about the session going well in my opinion.
There was a lot of back and forth in the tutorial, including me breaking down. I just wanted to do a project that would be useful to my future plans, but it seems that a level 7 project must be something that has a better impact in the industry. I am struggling to take myself out of my one man plan and to do something better for someone else, getting caught in the big wheel. The professors seem to see a lot of potential and capability from me, but I don’t necessarily want to be an academic weapon.